Seven years ago......

This is a repost of my blog from October 12th, 2012........Love you Mom......

So for the first time something personal and sad for me.....no dogs today....just something about me. Six years ago tonight my Mom died....I wasn't there and I hate myself for that. I loved her so much....the few years before she died were fraught with her dementia......so hard. I don't really want to do anything more  than just honor her and say I love her still.....I miss you Mom so much.........

Mom on her wedding day 1950

Mom and Dad August 1950

My son wrote something for her to read at her wake and funeral.........I had to have the priest read it because I cried every time.......

In honor of my grandmother." VIRGINIA RUTH BAUMGARTNER June 2, 1928 - October 12, 2006 
In honor of your memory I took paper to pen; 
I never knew the real you who you were or where you've been. 
I only knew the woman who'd put a smile on my face; 
I never knew the story behind the wrinkles on your face. 
The many storms you weathered and the calms when you made peace; 
I wish I had been old enough to learn the secrets that you'd keep. 
So, without you we wander on into the rest of our lives; 
Without the wisdom we could've gained when you were alive. 
We wander on... I wrote these words for you for the rest of them to hear; 
It's time for you to move along to eternity without fear. 
And may you now be at peace in a place without love or hate; 
Where everything is perfect beyond life's golden gates. 
The rest of us will strive and struggle and keep you in our hearts; 
I'll always remember this piece of wisdom The whole is the sum of it's parts. 
A time will come when we're all gone we'll see each other again; 
I wish you could have taught me more and I'm sure you will again. 
I won't forget the time we shared I will not forget you; 
It wasn't until your time had come that you taught me what you knew. 
Forgive me as I wander on... R.I.P. Virginia Baumgartner; 
What you couldn't teach me in life I learned only by your death. 
Written by Ian Poole October 13, 2006

Thanks..........